Fantasy

Yesterday I went to see Marcos and my daughter Lorelei. It’s been awhile since I spent time with the whole family together. Lorelei enjoys it and I really miss getting to put her to bed.

It has renewed my interest in my job search. I have not stopped searching, because I need the money. I was just losing my interest and energy invested in it. I was in a rut about job hunting because it hasn’t gone very well. I only look for jobs on line. I can’t afford to drive around and look for a job.

I recieved an e-mail from The Village at Garden Creek, and they are hiring caregivers. So, I will go over there today and put in an application so that I will hopefully be employed soon!

Marcos has also helped remind me that I need to be going through my stuff and throwing things away. I opted to be more minimalistic and I only cleaned 2 drawers of the dresser. I think perhaps I also need to opt to be more motivated and have a better memory.

I explained to him yesterday, that I don’t miss my friends. I don’t miss the drama associated with being around all of those people. I am happy at home reading books, learning more, working on my own projects. I paint, I draw, I write in my journal. I usually work, so that eats up a lot of time and keeps me busy and moving around.

I love watching Star Trek Voyager on DVD with Shawn. I love sitting around with him in the yard, staring at the sky talking about God and Space Marines.